The company that I am attached to now is organising a team building this weekend. All of the staffs are required to stay over for one night at a resort and we were supposed to do some activities that could make us stronger together as a team or at least try to bond with one another in a more relaxed environment.
Easy peasy right? Not quite...
For the past 22 months of my baby girl's life she has been sleeping with me every night. Yes... every single night of her existence! There were times when I had to work late and thus found her sound asleep when I reached home. Nonetheless, I guess her "my mummy is back instinct" is so strong that whenever I'm back she will definitely woke up and asked to be breastfed.
I am supposed to leave in 2 days time and I am having sleepless nights thinking about it... Can I do this? Can I really leave her with her daddy? The resort is just about 1 hour and a half or 2 hours drive from our house but the theory that daddy supposed to be able to do almost the same job as a mummy does not goes very well in my household. It is usually, daddy will play with baby girl until she gets tired and bored (not necessarily in that order) and calls mummy to do whatever is necessary to entertain, calm her or to tuck her to bed. Yikes!!! I can't do this!!! :((
But... the team building is mandatory for all staffs and I am very much still in need to keep my job so off I will go this weekend... Wish me luck...
xoxo
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